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SLOW BUT CONSCIOUS

"Everytime we spend together there is fire in our eyes. All the things we said to each other are just nothing but truthful lies. I go dey think sey I know you well untill you choose to do me so. Now I see, now, i see!"

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"Life is so simple but they make it complicated. To be civilized you do not have to be educated. Let's make it happen so we time will not be wasted. Most of the things are anticipated like to trample on another man to be elevated, inflated egos can surely be deflated. The power of forgiveness is underrated but with love and equality we all were created. I keep on saying these things cus I know, I keep on saying these things until I go...
Now, I see, now, I see!".
 
   This is a quoted lyrics from the song, Spiritual Healing by 2face Idibia (2baba)

 All the things we said to each other are just nothing but truthful lies. Conversations most of the time is used to break the ice and to escape from awkward situations. It carries no truth and honesty, no emotions it's more of calculated and pre planned.

I go dey think sey I know you well untill you choose to do me so. I thought you had my back, I thought you were my friend, I thought you really earned that position, I thought all these was just vibes and nothing else. I even made tons of excuses for you thinking the situation you found yourself was what caused it. You are so quick to make jest of my mistakes and uncomfortable situation I find myself but I'm always ready to share in your pain and joy. We have conversations and I have been opened as I can be thought you did the same until you showed me who you really are.

Now I see, now, i see!. Now that I've stepped out from the situation and looked back at it from far,I found out that this is what you've always done, it's your nature it has nothing to do with me, are you  intimidated by me?. You sow seeds of scorn amongst friends, you turn brothers against brothers, divide and conquer is all you do.

Most of the things are anticipated like to trample on another man to be elevated.
Every thing is planned, people strategize everything for their own selfish gains down to the littlest of things that you can't even imagine. Like to bring down another man's spirit to feel better, to hit that ecstasy, ego elevation. Nothing  is a coincidence or a mistake in this world we are living in.

Now I see, now, i see!. But with all these, I'm still going to continue being myself, slow and conscious.

            SLOW LEARNER STUDY GROUP
                                  Est. 1995


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